Most of the time, I wonder why I am a musician. By this I mean, I am curious as to how I've come to be one. I'd rather listen to the news on NPR in the morning than music, I'd rather write or even draw than sing for pleasure, and I don't go out to see live music on a very regular basis. I enjoy making music, but I wonder why I'm not one of those musicians who seeks it out at all times, or even at all. I hope I'm not doomed.